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It only seemed the other day that my sister Pennie was pregnant with her second child. She was married to a man that we had welcomed into the family with open arms. His name was Michael, we were good friends and would do nearly everything together every chance we got.
It was on the 2nd of December, 2002 that Pennie went into labor. That day I had decided to stay home from school and it was very lucky that I did because I was able to look after Pennie’s first child Olivia. She was around one year old at the time and while I looked afte


VindicatedHope dangles on a string Like slow spinning redemption Winding in and winding out The shine of it has caught my eyeVindicated
And roped me in So mesmerizing, so hypnotizing I am captivated, I am
Vindicated I am selfish I am wrong I am right I swear I'm right Swear I knew it all along And I am flawed, but I am cleaning up so well I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself
So clear Like the diamond in your ring Cut to mirror your intention Oversized and overwhelmed The shine of which has caught my


Still FrameThis picture�s frozen and I can�t get out (of here) / Believe me, I�m just as lost as you / And every time I think I�ve finally made it / I learn I�m farther away than I�ve ever been before / I see the clock and it�s ticking away, and the hourglass empty / What the f*** do I have to say / Keep it inside the image portrayed / As if I couldn�t stand losing as if I couldn�t be saved, no way / A small confession I think I�m starting to lose it / I think I�m drifting away from the people I really need / A small reflection on when we were younger / We had it all figuredStill Frame


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Unforgiven by Metallica
New blood joins this earth And quickly he’s subdued Through constant pain disgrace The young boy learns their rules
With time the child draws in This whipping boy done wrong Deprived of all his thoughts The young man struggles on and on he’s known A vow unto his own That never from this day His will they’ll take away
What I’ve felt What I’ve known Never shined through in what I’ve shown Never be &n


Pleasure over painHate and pain sell every day So hip and in you’ll beg to pay Suicide, cuts and burns, Lonely hearts making deeper wounds Savage bastards who think they rule Twisted logic drips and pools. Teaching us to blame and kill Another group who fit the bill And if that offer gets passed by Then hurt yourself, cut and cry Bleed the pain from in your soul Hide down deeper in your hole.Pleasure over pain
But why not give peace a chance
And love and song, a merry dance? Why not stroke where once you cut A pleasure feast will cure your rut I’m not trying to dismiss your p
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ABOUT ME.:.
>> name: Andrew (Panda) McDowell ^^
>> Age: 15 - turning 16
>> Birthday: 8th May 1989
>> School: High school
>> Eyes: hazel
>> Hair: Brown
>> Height: Around 180 cm
>> Shoe Size: 12
>> Who lives with you: Mum, dad, 2 brothers.. cat ^^
>> When is your bedtime?: I dont like sleeping
(***HAVE YOU EVER***)
>> Flown on a plane: yer
>> Ever been so drunk you blacked out: not yet
>> Missed school because it was raining: i got kicked out once becuz of it...
>> Told a guy/girl that you liked them?: sure, u'll never know unless u try
>> Put a body part on fire for amusement: who hasnt
>> Had a crush on a friends girlfriend/boyfriend: uhhmm, not that i can think of
>> Been hurt emotionally: who hasnt
>> Kept a secret from everyone: you gotta draw a line sumwhere
>> Wanted to hook up with a friend: sure
>> Ever thought an animated character was hot? ...im not into that...
>> Cut your hair: :S wtf of course ive cut my hair before lol
>> Had crush on a teacher? my english teacher is SSOO HOT... but no crush
(**SOME FAVORITES**)
>> Shampoo: shampoo eh, my hair has spiders in it
>> Fav Color: blue, red, black
>> Day/Night: Night definetly, unless im forced to sleep
>> Summer/Winter: WINTER, I LUUUUV THE COLD
>> Lace or Satin: no clue :S
>> Cartoon Character: hmm, me if i was one ^^
>> Fave Food: my mums Lasagne
>> Fave Advertisement: ones that catch my interest
>> Fave Drink: Bundy Rum
>> Person to talk to online: whichever one is available wen im bored
>> Fave sport: RUGBY LEAGUE!! Pro Basketball games r cool to watch tho
>> Fave Car: Dodge Viper
>> Fave sports stars: hmm, which ever one performs good at the time
(**RIGHT NOW**)
>> Wearing: i just mowed the lawn... im wearing grass ^^
>> Eating: air ^^
>> Drinking: my saliva.
>> Thinkin bout: about how im going to answer this question
>> Listening to: Encore
(**IN THE LAST 24 HRS**)
>> Cried: Im a happy chappy
>> Worn jeans: jeans, i dont wear clothes
>> Done laundry: i think the correct question is.. Has my mum done the laundry?
>> Drove a car: Sure
>> Talked on the phone: Of course
>> Kissed someone: sure, but who is the real question...
>> Said "I love you": Sure, thats what mirrors r good for
(**DO YOU BELIEVE IN**)
>> Yourself: Im here arnt i
>> Your friends: Why not
>> Santa Claus: Santa who??
>> Tooth Fairy:
>> Destiny/Fate: of course.. my fate is walking out of this room and eating something...
>> Angels: Whateva tickles ur fancy
>> Ghosts: To some extent
>> UFO's: Show me one and i will
>> God: I am god fool
(**FRIENDS AND LIFE**)
>> Do you ever wish you had another name? Heh, ive got about 5
>> Do you like anyone? of course... my mirror.. it always has the perfect person in it
>> Which one of your friends acts the most like you? you cant really be very compatible with someone the same as you now can you...
>> Who have you known the longest of your friends: uhmm... Gary i suppose
>> Who's the loudest: im loud i suppose...
>> Who's the shyest: i dont get on with shy people...
>> Are you close to any family members?: Yeah, probly my sister the most.. thats why the shit shes going through lately hurts...
>> Who do you go to for stuff? anaya or whoeva gives a feck
>> Who do you hang out with the most? whoever i like at the time lol
>> When you cried the most: uhmm.. Jo Jo died..
>> Worst Feeling: being sober lol ^^
>> What time is it now: 3:27 pm
HAVE YOU EVER
1. Kissed your cousin: my cousins r either learning the ways of gangsta or r to young.. and im not joking :S
2. Ran away: sure.. i got down the road and got bored.. lol jks
3. Pictured your crush naked: im a guy... what the fuk kinda question is that lol
4. skipped school: to many times.. look at my report card :S
5. Broken someone's heart: shit happens.. i try to be a nice guy tho
6. Been in love: hmm, im starting to think theres no such thing as love at our age.. lets just party.. but theres always those special girls that make you feel great and are really special to you
7. Cried when someone died: My nephew.. he was great
8. Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: i set my limits.. i
10. Done something embarrasing: AHAHA,all the time.. its just something to laugh about..
11. Done a drug: yes
12. Cried in school: no
13. Coke or Pepsi: Fanta
14. Sprite or 7UP: Fanta
15. Girls or Guys: my group of friends at school consift of 13 guys.. but we all have our girls outa school...
17. Scruff or Clean shaved: uhmm.. i dont go for girls with beirds
18. Blondes or Brunettes: either
19. Bitchy or Slutty: you cant do anything with bitchy now can u
20. Tall or Short: not to short not to tall
21. Trousers or Shorts: doesnt matter
22. Night or Day: night
23. What do you notice first: legs.... how they present themselves
24. Last person you slow danced with: Tara
25. Worst Question To Ask: uhmm..i have no idea..
*****THE LAST TIME YOU...
26. Raked leaves: whats this devil talk you speak of
27. Stepped outside: lol, like 5 mins ago
28. Let someone else do your make up: i dont wear makeup :S
29. Romantic memory: hmm
*****RANDOMS
30. Your Good Luck Charm: fucks me
1. Person You Hate Most: no comment
32. Best Thing That Has Ever Happened: uhmm... my neices and nephew?
33. On your desk: Computer... speakers... bills... watch... MD Disc... mess...
34. Picture on your desktop: My 2 neices and nephew
35. Color: black/red
36. Movie: it changes everytime i see a movie i like
37. Artist: anyone but me lol
38. Cars: Holdens.. Dodge Viper..
39. Ice Cream: i kinda dislike ice cream.. but ill eat it
40. Season: whateva is coooool
41. Breakfast Food: i eat breakfast and lunch in one
*****WHO
42. Makes you laugh the most: definetly my friends
43. Makes you smile: friends..
44. Can make you feel better no matter what: my way of thinking
45. Has A Crush On You: EVERYONE.. lol jks
46. Do You Have A Crush On: someone...
47. Has it easier?: i think i see alot of shit more calmy then others.. ive noticed girls taking stuff to heart from things to often... GET OVA IT lol
******DO YOU EVER
49. Sit by the phone waiting for a phone call all night: nup
50. Save MSN conversations: it does it auto
51. Save E-mails: i dont do emails
52. Forward secret E-mails: nup
53. Wish you were someone else: i dont care
54. Wish you were a member of the opposite sex: it would be TO HEART WRECKING.. girls take everything to heart..
55. Wear perfume: of course
56. Kiss: why not
57. Cuddle: sure
58. Go online for longer than eight hours at a time: i try to go out as much as possible
*****HAVE YOU EVER
59. Fallen for your best friend?: lol... me no... but Dodgey does all the time
60. Made out with JUST a friend?: define friend?
61. Kissed two people in the same day?: hmm.. does family count as the second
62 Had sex with two different people in the same day?: U think i would be sitting here doing this if i done that?
63. Been rejected: yer
64. Been in love?: yer
65. Been in lust?: yer
66. Used someone?: yer
67. Been used?: depends wots in it for me
68. Cheated on someone?: im not slack...
69. Been cheated on?: hmm... not really no
70. Been kissed?: yer
71. Done something you regret?: we all hav our moments
*****WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
72. You touched?: uhmm.. my neice Louise
73. You talked to?: Anaya
74. You hugged?: uhmm.. Louise?
75. you instant messaged?: Anaya
76. You kissed?: no comment..
77. You yelled at?: RETARDED FRONT COUNTER GIRLS AT WORK
78. You thought about? my mind neva shuts up
79. Who text messaged you?: lets see...this girl i call "Nice rack chick"
80. Who broke your heart?: i fell ova once.. and break my heart
81. who told you they loved you?: my lil neice olivia
*DO YOU...
82. Color your hair? brown
83. Have tattoos?: u neva know
84. Have piercings?: no
85. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: .no
86. Own a webcam?: hmm.. dam horny quiz
87. Own a thong?: im wearing one
88. Ever get off the damn computer? in 3 mins i will be of it
89. Sprechen Sie Deutsch?:
90. Habla espanol?:
91. Quack?:
****HAVE YOU / DO YOU / ARE YOU...
92. Stolen anything?: yer me and my best friend used to all the time.. then he moved to NSW..
93. Smoke?: ive smoked weed... but neva ciggies
94. Schizophrenic
95. Obsessive?: hmm not sure
96. Compulsive?: fuks me.. ask sumone i know
97. Obsessive compulsive?: heh
98. Panic?: i try to stay cool no matter what
99. Anxiety?: nah
100. Depressed?: not anymore
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